Lembaran Ke- 116: i'm in blue

Why I feel so lonely?? What am I destroy it all? Did they understood I’m not angry with anyone I just feelin so labil right now.. but everybody’s different.. hmmh.. what should I do My Allah? I confuse.. really.. what should I do? If you let me pray, I beg to you for make it all back to the first… May i? 

i am typically mute person.. angry.. sad.. lonely i hide with my smile.. i try to hide it and no one knows..

but know i'm so hurt..

so hurt..

i hurt when i abandon..

i hurt when people angry with me..

i hurt when i leaved alone..

i afraid and hurt..

hmmh...

am i BAD PERSON?

if true say LOUD that me is BAD PERSON..

hurt but i smile because i know it all true..

and make my self more better..

i often abandoned by others..

its hurt..

i'm nor angry but a'm hurt..

my heart so pain..

NOW...